The temporary..

temporary?? ya GIGI susu aka gigi temporary syaurah dah timbul,aduii lama nyer penantian.satu penyeksaan tau tiap tiap hari duk tenyeh gusi ank dares ni cek gg dah kuar ke blum..

heheh.syaurah, tolong jgn geget ummi ya..!aku jerit sakit, die bantai gelak dn buat suara halus jerit balik,,,hishh hishh,,.budak bertuahh niey..

erm,bila da ada gigi ni, mkn pun haruslah up skit buat budak tecik ni...tapi seperti biase..jumpa ape pun mesti masuk mulut,,kalau jalan skit punye laju dn mulut terkumat kamit tu lari dari aku..adee la tu lam mulut,,,huihh,kuss semangat..jgn suatu hari ummi tgk cek pampers poo poo syaurah ade mcm2...aiyoo..nauzubillah..

okess la.nex ntry la kot gonna update gambor budak tomey ni bersama gg-nya..

cau cin cau.

Watch out my step !

"Assalamualaikum olss !.."

from the title i guess olss dah dpt teka ape.alhamdulillah, my adorable princess just step out her golden steps.ehem..bravo syaurah.mulanya nmpak agk takut nak melangkah, puaihh ummi ngn walid duk cakap ttaatihh.tak mau gak gerak2..but it happen dekat masjid besi kat putrajaya last week, on her 10 month and 2 weeks. masa tu kitorang attending a solemnization of my BIL side. sibuk sgt syaurah nk melalak kt org ramai, walid bawak syaurah kt tempat solat.kat situ ade karpet lembut, lepas je die bukan main lagi melangkah..terkejut kate walid, first steps dah go for 14 step,,tapi terhuyung hayang la..takpe syaurah lalok pun lalok la..ini pun ummi dah syukur.

so, all this while kt rumah asyik nk bangun n jalan aje, tapi mcm takut2 nk langkah banyak sbb rasenye die takut jatuh kt lantai rmh yg keras. tapi skang ni misi ummi nk gemukkan syaurah sikit,alahai boley ke, dah jalan lagih la die lasak nk capai itu ini..ai encik lemak yg baik hati, stay la dlm bdn anak saya lama sikit. sape2 kat luar sana ade pengalaman their kids yg slow weight gain,text me on how to solve it. stop breastfeeding, it was so nottt, other way around pls.bout her feeding time, syaurah got no problem. sian ummi yang kung kang, kung kang balik kerja kena masak bubur sbb budak kecikk ni reject instant cereal.uweekk pulak bila kasi nestum..hish,,pandai dia nk asapkan dapur ummi yg jarang berasap ni..

anyhow, we all bersyukur ke hadrat Allah atas kesihatan dan perkembangan yang baik setakat in kepada amanah yang satu ini. God, pls bless us..okie dokie, here sum of the picture for our glorious memory..

a proud walid

Too excited

"walk syaurah walk..!"

**A thousand miles begin with a first single step**

Semoga langkah pertama ini membawa erti yang paling bermakna dan membawa syaurah ke persimpangan dunia yang penuh dengan seribu rahmat dan kebaikan daripada Allah SWT..InsyAllah..

**daddaaa semua**

Hello@Buhbye December !

Hola, hola December ! the last month to complete one year..

em..wut brought me to this exciting month. iya, skarang tgh counting days nak balik my hometown aka kampung halaman, dah dua bulan tak balik. me n mr walid dah apply cuti for the whole week, next week.. wut a long rest.!ye la, dgn mr walid yang passion towards his career a few weeks ni, so this gonna be the best hour for relaxing mind.

second excitement is next week on 8th Dec, ma abh akan selamat sampai M'sia from Mecca. tak sabar nk siap2 tunggu diorang kt airport. arrangement nk masak their fav dish.mesti diorang sgt rindu kt masakan kampung..n surely they both will miss alot our home sweet home. aku hanya sentiasa berdoa for their safely arrived n in the pink of health. other than that, i believe they will miss Mecca Madinah for life and wanna be there agian.the peaceful and glorious place eva, i wish for my turn next year to be there. My heart moved when everytime see the picture ,our eternity kiblah, kaabah and etc. Mr walid was dreaming to bring me and syaurah meet up their family relatives at Mecca. I wish and please Allah allow and give us full of barakah to be one of your lucky visitors at tanah suci.

another excitement ~ my daughter gonna up to 10 month in this month, left bout only two month for her first birthday next year 2011. proud to have u for prev 10month. lots of moments we share, learn n explore together. i will not forget this first experience as a parent. Our both responsibility for this 'Amanah' from Allah swt.

the lil' update of my tiny lil' mammoth...

- ank ummi dah pandai tepuk tgn, both hand clap tapi bunyi tak kuat sgt;

- dancing..shake shakey the body yaah! bile dgr any rockey music terus gedik gedik sambil berdiri.aha;

- dah pandai repeat back what other people said but in her own language...;

- mengutip ape je kt lantai, grin n show the rubbish to ummi before masuk mulut..ishk ihsk..minta kebenaran ke ape syaurah ni?..;

- busy performing azan in her on slang all the way while azan berkumandang at nearest surau..;

- suka mkn nasik suap dgn tangan rather than spoon.that was her nanny practice, sampai umah, ummi pon kena guna tgn. semoga air tgn ummi mengalir..wahh!tgn ummi kluar air tu !ehek.;

- loves 'cat' so much. pantang 'cat' lalu je mesti gaya mcm nak terkam, tapi bunyi 'cat' tak pandai buat lagi. ;

- she bite me wen bf !! n laugh out loud bila ummi jerit, aduhhhh !..syaurah niii..;

- and the most i love, she now can step fwd .BUT always setapak je on her left feet, then bedepekkk jatuh..then bgn balik to do again.so everyday gonna be a training day ya sayang.keep on stepping foward..!

# masa ni baru 8 bulan, baru dpt berdiri, asyik bgn duduk je with hand holding sumthing #

but~~~the most worried..

cik gigi belum datang, but i can see the hard gum mcm dah ada akar gigi je..tak lama lagi la kot..

p/s : hopefully the next entry gonna bout her precious teeth~~

Eidul Adha 2010

'Salam Aidiladha to all muslims'

nota kaki 1: saya tidak balik berhari raya dikampung halaman. turn kajang ini tahun !
nota kaki 2 : esok saya masak rendang dn nasik impit kuah kacang ! relevan ka dgn raya korban !

sekian sekian sekian.

How am miss those time..

semalam tilik-tilik kalendar 2010, there's another only one page left before it meet 2011.cepat betul rasa masa berlalu. it nearly time to say byebye to 2010. Just to recall back how am i now, at this age of 26. am a wife to a adorable prince called husband, a mommy to one n only princess called a daughter,..em em wut else..alhamdulillah.thnk you Allah for the love n life that gave to me.

26 years! yes to say how im miss those 26 years back time.mmg la masa kecik tak leh la nk recall balik ,syukur dibesarkan dengan serba sederhana dengan cukup segala keperluan sehingga sekarang. masa kecik yang sgt riang dn melucukan. a memory grown up in kampung lifestyle with my lovely siblings memang ada lagi dlm ingatan. now everyone had their own family n there's only left my youngest brother yang baru graduate belajar. start from enroll in tadika, primary and secondary school, all brought lots of memory for me. The most time spent was at my beloved secondary school.proud to be Sulaimanian's and a 'sopan' hostel gurl. yup i'm staying at hostel for five years as my house was so far from schools. Alhamdulillah, the adorable experience teach me lots. How to prepare own schedule in our own time management.seronok, happy, teringat dulu sometimes make me laugh. kalau la boleh tepek kt sini gmbar lama tu, surely terpengsan semua tgk. coz dulu aku sangatlah kurus mcm cicak je.cicak ye! bukan gajah!.hihi.skang dah gemoks sakan, lemak sakan disana sini.gambar childhood lagi lah agaknya masuk wad terus coz 'legam' mcm deeparaya je. banyak sgt berlari kat pantai main panas..

setelah berpindah randah, akhirnya kami menetap di kampung, rumah arwah atuk telah di renovate dengan bahagia dan selesanya aku turut bangga tinggal kat situ. sampai akhirnya aku sedih dan baru tersedar sesuatu dihari perkahwinan, yang aku bakal tinggalkan rumah ini dan jadi perantau di negeri orang. sebok kawen, baru nak sedar ! sampailah sekarang sehingga setiap waktu fikiran menerawang ke kampung halaman sendiri. ni lagi tgh counting days nak balik kampung seminggu.uhuks.damn miss !. kalau ada peluang mencari rezeki di sana, akan aku usahakan.dengan penuh bangganya dapat sang suami yang sgt adore kampung halaman ku.sama-sama kira hari nak balik kampung ! .lagi lah bergetak getak hati ni.

so, now the same life cycle will happen to my princess soon, InsyaAllah. but for sure lah tidak sebijik mcm kisah hidup aku ni. syaurah bertuah, aku lagi bersyukur. dilahirkan dalam dunia serba moden lagi canggih. syaurah nanti baca post ni sila bangga dengan diri syaurah ya ! nak ape2 semua di hujung jari je. semoga syaurah menjadi seorang anak yang solehah, taat pada Allah SWT, berperibadi tinggi, dan sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan ummi dan walid..Jalanilah hidup di alam fana ini seindah nama mu 'Kemuliaan (sharifah) dan Kecantikkan (Syaurah)....

enuff ! Barang yang lepas jangan pula dikenang.ishk sedih !...Life must go on n that was for sure ! so, breath in n cheer up lady ! Semoga hari-hari mendatang membawa seribu rahmat dan keberkatan pada aku dan all the entire family.

sekian entry seorang perantau yang tak balik kampung raya aji ! atau boleh tukar tajuk entry diary seorang perantau.

Gotong Royong Perdana

Last weekend we both decide utk kemas rumah secara besar besaran.gempak je bunyi ye,mcm ramai la sgt yg terlibat.hehe.thanks mr walid.u make my day.hihi. panik jiran sebelah tengok, semua perabot kat luar rumah,mcm nak pindah je,ehe, wat suspen je..terlampau banyak habuk yang terkumpul, sampai terbatuk2 mr. walid sebelah mlm.dah lama penangguhan gotong royong ni..risau nnti syaurah kena habuk la,..tapi semlm siap2 kami tidurkan dia kat bilik belakang.bangun2 everything almost clear..we manage to clear out the dust n rearrange the furniture to other different angle.finish !

ape2 pun.budak kecik ni adalah sumber inspirasi kami.segala-galanya adalah kerana dia.kesian tengok dia not free to go everywhere dlm rmh, selalu kena halang coz berhabuk kt celah celah perabot,n syaurah now today u r free to go everywhere..en habuk hilang suda.. the most payback, lepas gotong royong tu, syaurah merangkak almost everywhere dan laju sgt dgn mulut2 sekali bising "hoh.hoh " sepanjang jalan dari dapur, masuk bilik , pergi hall.dalam hati agknya, ehh...dah bersih, dah kemas rmh ni.

p/s: the blog owner : "ya, rumah saya mmg cepat sgt habuk menyinggah sbb ianya adalah tepi jalan."

eh eh eh ! gambar 'peserta gotong royong' adalah sgt bahaya untuk paparan umum.tpi terima lah gambar cik cumel kami ni dgn si lolipop (mamak NZ kasik lollipop! thnk u uncle !)

Walid's Princess

As a reward for our lovely princess dah pandai stand up alone, we both found the cute ride for her. As walid's passion was toward Mountain Bike/MTB n this gonna be the best starter gadget for her little princess. ummi diam je lew.. so, the bicyle are easy to handle n it come into fews function that we believe syaurah can use it wisely until 1year ++. The design also come with cute colour n a big bunny infront with sound effect button..it also have a long holder up for a guider use to drive/move the bicycle right n left. it can remove until she can cycle on her own feet. chumell !

here some photo's of 'toncet gurl' from my e5 lense.

Venue : Bicycle shop/Kajang

syaurah's new ride

p/s: syaurah into MTB?? Apekah? (ummi not yet decide taw !)

Deepavali

yes i din hav any hindu's frens around,semua dah lost contact time college dulu..but

The wishes of Happy Deepavali goes to all hindu's in Malaysia..

but wut eva, tomorrow morning i can ignore my 5.40am alarm clock..yiiihaa!

n spend time main-main dengan ini budak..hihi

p/s: SATU MALAYSIA tak?

What about this..??

my dear princess is up to 9 months today.sekejap je rase. she was very active and sampai tak sempat lemak lemak nak melekat kat bdn terus tepu sbb sgt lasak.mmg super-super gurl smpai mencbr kesabaran ummi.. (wahh, statement ummi !)

alhamdulillah, on her 3rd week of 8 month years old, she can stand on her own feet but can't step out lagi.can't wait to see to first golden step..everyday, she keep doing standing-up and bending-down by her rounded eyes looking on her feet and knees. mungkin dlm hati, 'pelik nyer kaki saya ni boleh bengkok bengkok'..while her hand grabing and campak all the toys everywhere.

toys?? wonder y am stop buying her toys,coz my kitchen utensil become her toys.am no idea wut's mine to be her next toys.*&$%..dah nama gegurl kan. so, lepas ni agak-agak menjadi lah kalo ummi belikan mainan alatan dapur untuk syaurah..

She can do a lot of things nowadays. she can crawl so fastt n the fav places straight to our bathroom, pastu point out her tiny finger to be in. her gesture are always make me and mr. walid smile all the day.ummi n walid proud to have u sayang. She love to watch cartoon at playhouse disney and wil say 'hoh'hoh' with big grin smile when there's a song play in it. now she on her way to learn clapping hand and step out fwd.tapi gigi belum la muncul lagi,bilakah wahai en gigi gigi sekelian.ummi yang melebih tak sabar.kena gigit nnti baru terdiamm !

so, setiap hari dan minggu, there a few new things she can up to.excited pun ade tak sbr nk tunggu gelagat dn aksi sikecik tonet ni. pity, here some fews faces of walid n ummi victim's

so..what about this?..my first 'pokok kelapak'.

what about this?..the big hair clip

what about this?.. ummi's shawl...

what about this?...maher zain live in parkson..(testing !)

and lastly, ...wwhhatt about..
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my two eternity bodyguard...
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p/s: spot that there's a photostat machine on the last pic?ahaii anak walid kann.mcm walid la skit dah..tuff ke?

Senyap sunyi

ehem,,ai ai.org berbelog, ko nak berbelog,pastu sampei masa tak sempat nk update,wah super duper busy nye.gaya mcm seorang CEO sedang meneliti akaun akhir tahun.eceyy.

dah lama diam, so..sila la update mana yg patut dijadikan memory tu..ahaii tuan tanah ponn..

p/s: sila abaikan kelohan ahaii tu, tidak kena mengena ngn u ols,tuan blog sdang mengeloh pada diri dia sendiri.~yawn

## camno, ade gaya CEO ke??!! ##

xoxo

Labbaikallah..

Selamat menegrjakan ibadah to my lovely parent.semoga dikurniakan kesihatan dan peroleh haji mabrur.

lapangan terbang sultan zainal abidin, kuala terengganu/18.10.2010/KT34/TGG-MADINAH.

mana syaurah?hehe

If only...

one wanny might not enuff..If only can have 10 wanny's..

1. she will do the housekeepin' everyday;



2. driv me to office n where eva i want to go;



3. keep eyes on my princess 24/7, do dancing,playing, singing, reading;



4. reading the magazines and books or even news everyday;



5. enjoy watching tv drama series;



6. go shopping, rest n relaxation exercise;



7. wake up early in the morning n work out a gym;



8. cook the what eva new recipe on google;



9. massaging body and do spa;



10. focusing on office task...



haha.n sorry if this was so scary.if only i can be transform the above wanny..ohh myy..its a pleasure for me.yup, its so many things to do but so little time..yawn~

am thinking of the 10's still not enuff..(aiyoo, so tamak! ceitt~)

p/s : the only pray n hope that i can commit my time every second to enhance my IBADAH to Allah as well. pray that i can recite Quran everyday without fail.pls pls God, let meyh.

which i will not forget...

***

a sob sob to write in here but i have to coz this moment which i wanna syaurah know in future that she fell down from bed..yess people,the king size bed not baby cot or what.

erghh.!

well, we both take it as dugaan of Allah want us to always be carefull for next time,

and thnk God she was in good condition

mine was the one who put her on the bed at my sister house, thinking of she need a short nap before magrib. only God knows, she crawled up to the pillow that i put around her then fell down to the floor.she cried out loud for about one minutes and fall asleep while i breastfeed her after that.

as usual, alhamdulillah we found her in active mode after that.she was hiccup and always wanna up for everything around her.

but, wut eva, we decide to have a session at KPJ worried of what happen inside. then go for city brain.

alhamdulilah nothing serious and from that we learnt a lot.

***

and syaurah my princess...ummi and walid fell so sorry of what happen. we will be take xtra xtra carefull of not the sob-sob things happen to you again and more, sayang.

we always pray and tawakkal for your safety at nanny house too.

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erm..we always lurvee of what eva you are darling ~

## note that this is not on the bed ##

Minal Aidil WalFaizin..

aiyaiyaii.still in raya mood.selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin.

scroll it till dizzy coz this entry loaded wif pitchaa.~chow

ummi n syaurah

wif cik mia

not readyy

am not love been in this people !

not the comb but the both smile ~

i think the red one are work out for me ummi.

walid shoud x b the half.hehe

n she always wanna up for something even kat rumah orang pun.letak je trus bergrak2 tak henti-henti.hadoii

bila 'arab' bakar sateyy !

i hate myself on this - yewww !

wif tok ma n tok abah

before walid go to masjid

enuff la.

.alhamdulillah settle kes raya for this year.we manage to meet up relatives both in kelantan and batu pahat (for both side). though it was so tiring, but am excited. its not easy handling my syaurah aka super gurl. n now she's up to everything n evrywhere.. like supa dupa baby dah ank ummi ni..huh.letih mengejar..but its okay, got so many eyes at kampung to look at her. pheww ~~

p/s: i knoe,the picture is not that sharp..sob sob

too small to wear

tahun ni baju raya syaurah sama dengan her cousin arissa qaisara.so sweey they all. cian syaurah walaupun baju tu besar skit,kain pon longgar, but she manage to wear until noon. bagus ank ummi. muka benggkekks je nk merangkak tersangkut sangkut..ummi pulak buat2 tak nampak jew..soorry sayang..raya punya pasal.yang si arissa ni pantang dekat ngn syaurah, nk tarik rambut,tarik kaki, tgn. die geram kot..haha..biar gambar la crite lagik..dada..

:: we are couziee..lets playy ::

:: dah start touch touch skitt ::

:: kejar lagikk ! ::

:: kejar ! kejar ! skit lagik nk dpat ::

:: usaha jugak nak kejar tu.syaurah dah mencebikk takut.::

:: dah nangisss..aiiyyokk ::

:: hehe maap zahir batin syaurah ye..kiter geram ngn rambut awak..

tgk la tu muka selamber buat syaurah..haha..comell la ::

p/s: tough it too small for my age to wear it,but am happy, it helps me got lots of duwet raya..com 'on ! shaper2 yg tak kasi lagi tlg huluq ka umie saya taw!

more raya picture will b next entry ya !

chow.chin.chow

Alhamdulillah n R.A.Y.A

...ALHAMDULILLAH..

Dah sebulan berpuasa..

......uwaa..tak diberi kesempatan puasa penuh tahun ni.8 hari kena ganti lorh

Safely arrived at my lovely kampung.

......umppss...seronok sakan menghabiskan masa dikampung..

got baju raiya for this year..

......hhihi..dapatlah 3 helai kurung..

got the raiya surprised !

......thank you walid, semoga murah rezeki walid for next year..yeayy !

tetamu Allah..

......ma dan abah dijemput Ilahi menunaikan Haji for this year..

all i have to say.

.thank you Allah..thank you n alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah !!

alhamdulillah diberikan kesempatan beraya tahun ini.sedih heppy.its was a mix feeling.erm,,bkn sedey meratap aape pon mak ni..hehek.sedih kegembiraan , kesyukuran.alhamdulillah thn ni dapat beraya dengan suasana baru.

ade si kecik nk buat persiapan raya is a diff from before la.syaurah dah la semakin pandai budakk tu.pandai tak nak duduk bawah, nk org bawak dia jln2..kalo berhenti mula nk rengek2..atoisshh...ikot shaperr ni sayurah..aiyaiiyaii..n she can officially crawll,,ump,,betul target ummi syaurah crawl before raya..apa lagi semakin lasak la, tawaf keliling hall rumah, celah2 karpet, almari..sabo je leww ummi walid..

so this year gonna b again a memory raya for us.in fact, its every year become a fabulous celeb n memory to all. kat kampung sambutan lain macam skit meriah nyer.tambah pulak my home sweet home tepi masjid.hah elok org turun masjid serang rumah ketua JKKK kampung..hihi.tak menang tgn..thn ni tak taw la cam ne lagi,,tgn ade dua je aku ni nk handle syaurah lagih..hihi..can do it la..no worry..hihi.

so insan paling berdebar nk sambut tetamu ialah walid,,haha.dah la kena tukar uniform nk bakar sateyy .cian walid..tapi takpe,,walid sukerr,,dapat bakar satey sambil masuk mulut...haha

oh, entry ni ditulis jam 2.40 pagi ye dan esok adalah hari rayee.mata tak ngntuk lagi,baru lepas rehat jap,si syaurah meragam pulak tido lambat kul 10 lebih tonite ,ramai org kat rumah, tido pun lambat,,dengan mercun dim dum damm..mana la anak aku nk titonn..kuss semangatt...

hah.kena titon.esok kena bangun awal lar.okay..cai cin cau..

eipp..jap...ucapan raya lum lagi..

"d kesempatan ini kami sekeluarga ingin mengucapkan selamt menyambut hari lebaran.semoga lebaran kali ni memberi seribu makna buat semua. semoga tuhan memberi keberkatan kepada seluruh ahli keluarga dan seluruh umat islam yang menjalani ibadah puasa dibulan ramdhan.syawal,raikan dengan penuh kesyukuran..

Maaf jika ada ketidak sengajaan, terkasar bahasa, tersilap kata. marilah kita sama-sama mengimarahkan aidilfitri kita kali ini.."

sudahh terbeliakk mata ni..

tata peeps !gambar budak kementot raya pkai baju kurng pink wil b next entry insyAllah.

love: Wanny =P

Bile super-mommy sudeyy exhausted~~

memang aku tidak nafikan.sejak beralih ke profession baru ni, aku dah tak mcm dulu slow, steady..lani, sungguh aku rase aku mcm lipas kudung kat rumah.nak menyelsaikan kerja kerja yang tertangguh dan kena buat persediaan untuk current.so, this week gonna be a really exhausted for me.aku kalo tidur kurang.terus menerus bdn akn kepenatan. dlm erti kata lain, tido lambat pun bdn aku akn penat.

boleh dlm lrt pantang ade seat kosong aku dah lelap sampai uzbezkistan.haha.kalo tak dpt tempat duduk tersengguk sengguk mcm burung pungguk sambil berdiri pun boley tido..toin toin.agknyer ape lar org len ckp, ank ramai kakak ni agknyer.mcm buruh kasar dah gaya leteh nyer,,hihi.

so, this week , mrs kelam kabut dtg bertimpa-timpa.oleh sebab beberapa kali stay up rmh my MIL je..jadi ke-berangkutan brg2 meletihkan aku..kuang kuang.sampai kat rumah, nk handle rumah lagi, syaurah lagi.plus skang die tak mo duduk sgt.pantang tgk kami melintas jln depan die, akn meraungraung mcm nk tinggal die pulak..eishh..phm la sgt die ni.

tunggu si kecik tu tido lena baru aku start enjin kemas ape yang patut.skang pantang si kecik tu dgr bunyi bunyian.terus terjaga.jadi aku sambil wat kejer, ibarat pijak semut tak mati,,slow je..arrange pinggan pun pelahan je..slow slow huh ! dpt lah rehat dn settle kerjer sejam dua..

ai cam tu la ade anak.baru sorang taw.belum 2 3 4 .dah kelam kabut,ibrat mandi pun tak basah skang dibuatnya. so terpaksalah melayan die sampai penat.ummi pun naik sheikh join main sekali joget ngn syaurah.ape ape jerk.asalkan tidak memudaratkan permandangan suddah..phewww~

ape -ape pon , aku juga selalu ingtkan diri aku supaya tidak mengeluh malah sentiasa kuatkan semangat jika terasa amt letih.kena pikir positif.jgn sampai inya memberikan kesan buruk pada diri sendiri.

p/s :n3 ni ditulis dlm mode penat lagi.tersengguk2 kat meja.cpt la mlm, nk tittoon awal ni..

Diary of 16th ramadhan

Today, muslims are o'd in day-16 of ramadhan.its half of mnth n we nearly celebrating raya very soon. Ramadhan are nearly say bye-bye to all of us.sob sob.sob

Alhamdullilah, am still standing peeps. am fasting + producing. i believe it was not easy for all mommies outthere.me also having lots of difficulties.

argh. panicc attack!.wut happen to me is that there's soft pain in da lower stomach and it feels windy throughout the day. as refering to my mum, it was a normal cause for bf mommies during ramdhan.am advised to top up lots of water (plain water + juice +milk) during sahur as to pretend my body to dehidrate before breaking fast @evening. plus the high nutritional food hv to take in a row evrydayy.

Pity syaurah, i dun think the milk is yummy than before. less it looks plain colour je.not so attrative but i'm sure it perfect n precious milk for her body laa..absolutely. myself also stress cos out-of- session pumping me at office. pls pls pls..dun go away milk.i really need u to protect my precious one !

wut eva it is, am always pray to Allah for me full strength gone thru this everyday till raya. thnk GOD. i hope can bf syaurah as long as i can and if Allah wills..insyaAllah. No matter what happen after this, i will accept of every single oz of formula milk into her. em..(no sob sob)

em em em.stop of sob sob things. syaurah are more active than before la. She now can move on to all over the place and cried out loud want people to hold her around.hish..she turn different than before. n i believe n syukur its sign of the brilliant brain to develop.

hihi. pity walid.he was the person dat she will always shout to , even wanna up to washroom pun syaurah still cried out loud in both hand up wanna go wif.hihi..lala(me laugh). even while in walker, she will rengek to us for picking her up and wanna go jalan-jalan.ishk ishk

now she can shout the word mmmaa,baa baa, paa paa..

and most funny things she will say 'aaa ahh bahh' evrytime while azan @ surau near our house.haha..so cutee.she manage trying to copycat and deliver of what she heard.em..that's my gurll..!

n she's up to grab all wuteva things around her. the plug charger, carpet, tv remote.huh. and need to be careful of not putting any small tiny things on the floor.otherwise she will put it in her mouth.

of that, i googled n grab a munchkin food feeder for her to chew sumthin in mouth while v both breaking fast. if that, she will rocking her body to grasp all the dishes n pinggan mangkuk. haiyaa..~

n syaurah, dun notty notty yewk..u have to learn to 'kasik chhann' sket to ummi n walid yea...

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okies.enuff that.heppy ramadhann olss!

blushing~

Apparently there's besties reading n following my downtoearth blogs.hihi.!

well, hye mommy anna, ;-)hihi

kesabaran di bulan yang mulia

atoishh..sungguh penat rase otak ni hari ni..bulan puasa banyak kejer je rase.compare ngn bulan2 sudah, aku raser kejer time tu lebey rileks..satu satu dpt settle.agknyer semua nk settle before raya.nk buat mcm mana, saya yang menurut perintah.kena la patik junjung tuanku !

bila banyak kerja, hati pun kena sabar.deal dengan pelbagai ragam kerenah hamba Allah.aku harap aku ikhlas dan tak mengeluh.bulan yang mulia ni mungkin Tuhan nak uji kita.aii..sabar lah wahai hati.

pikir pasal kerja bulan puasa yang kena sabar terpikir aku kalau seseorang tu dikurniakan oleh Allah cari rezeki kat tempat panas ke, kat dalam air ke, kat tempat sesak ke, kat tengah hutan ke..banding dgn aku, dlm aircond, selesa, ade kerusi lembut, ada telefon. tak dapat bygkan mcm mana kan,kesian nyer diorang.

ckp pasal rezeki kat air,teringat abang dan abg ipar aku.diorang cari rezeki kat platform minyak kat tgh2 laut nuu..dah confirm jauh dari keluarga tercinta, duduk pulak kat tempat yang berisiko.tapi apakandaya, dah rezeki tertulis kat situ.so, tahun ni dgr citer kena giliran mereka beraya di platform..sadis sadis la kakak aku.

itu la rezeki, ajal maut, jodoh ditangan Tuhan.kita tidak tahu bila akan menjelma. apa yang penting sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada.cek sekeliling kita.sederhanakan dalam semua perkara yan gkita lakukan dan utama kan yang THE MOST PRIORITY which is the one and ABSOLUTELY ~ALLAH S.W.T~~

Nota :

badan : "kuatkan semangat wahai sang hati"

hati : " sudah ikhlas setulusnya aku sampaikan wahai sang badan"

otak : "ketepikan segala aura negative wahai sang hati"

perasaan : "senyum lah kerana senyum dan sabar adalah penawar"

sekian :

badan + hati + otak + perasaan

upss..

keyboard + monitor : " sempat lagi ko berfacebuk kate tadi busy ! weng lah ! "

haha~~

keLEGAan dan KeKUATan

Alhamdulliah, tahun ni aku dan suami amik langkah awal buat persiapan raya.memandangkan nnti pikir susah nak beli last minit.so utk syaurah aku sgt lah tamak utk beli semua baju.tak hengat poket dah semakin tak penoh,,ringan je tgn nk pilih2..atoii..naseb baik lah ade encik kastam..tabikk spring en kastam !

aku rase bkn aku sorang yang rasa perasaan begini.sejak ade baby, perhatian dan fokus rase untuk baby je.tapi tak bermakna aku diri aku tidak bermakna lagi.pegi shopping mall mesti hati aku ngn husband tergerak ke dept baby.kdg2 bkn beli pun, tapi saje nk sejukkan mata dgn tgk brg2 baby yang cute.zaman sekarang mcm2 jenis baby development toys yang ada.tak mcm zaman dulu kala. aku sendiri pun masa kecik main lompat getah je, korek lumpur buat biskut rayer.haha.so funnehh !

tu la, sekarang zaman sudah moden dan mengalami banyak peralihan.duit pula seolah olah segala-galanya.tapi jgn la kite lupa, duit bkn bole bawa kita ke jannah.itu hanya semata-mata duniawi.lindungi aku Ya Allah..

walau ape pun aku dan suami sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang kami ada. kelahiran permata hati yang pertama ni memberi seribu rezeki pada aku dan suami. sungguh besar anugerah Ilahi. ye la, kami young graduate, baru nak start life. aku dan suami amat menghargai setiap satu rezeki yang diterima walau sebesar zarah sekali pun. melalui kehidupan seharian waktu sekarang amat mencabar, tambah lagi kat tapak metropolitan.sungguh aku ngn suami tak pernah la terpikir nk kejer kat tgh2 bandar ni. tapi aku anggap ni takdir dan hikmah rahsia Allah yang kita tak pernah tahu. DIA telah merancang yang terbaik untuk hambaNYA. mmg rutin pun bertukar setelah dua-dua berhijrah tmpat kerjer kat KL. s

etiap aku selalu kena tanam kekuatan dan semangat tinggi setiap hari. em, tapi tup tap dah nak masuk setahun lebih aku kejer kat KL ni dan semua rutin dah immune dan aku dah dpt sesuaikan diri dengan keadaan sekeliling. mmg jauh dari kediaman, kami masih tidak berganjak untuk still menyewa di bangi memandangkan ianya strategic place, aman dan damai jauh dari hiruk pikuk kota.yang paling aku sayang rumah kami betul2 depan surau.merdu laungan azan, ceramah, tazkirah sentiasa membuatkan aku tak jemu mendengarnya. Alhamdulillah. semoga doa kami cepat-cepat dpt kunci villa baru kami termakbul pada penghujung tahun ni. semoga Tuhan permudahkan segalanya.insyAllah

ah, mungkin aku dah melalut dan sudah sedikit larik tajuk.takpe la.aku pun nk sambung kejer ni,today misi nk kemas file peribadi bagi kemas dan tersusun seangkatan dengan kedatangan PC baru sekejap lagi.. yeayy PC baru.Tengkyuu KPKK ! Tetiba syg pulak kat kementerian sendirik..

ya ! semoga hari-hari aku lebih ceria, kuat dan bersemangat ! be a super- mommy wani!

ummi jadi lah mcm shayerr ni ! walau KECHIK tapi shayer KUAT taw !

Junior as B L O G G E R S

amboi amboi,/summersault! diam tak diam, dah lama aku coretkan kat blog ni..so hari ni aku amik sikit masa utk godek blog ni.nampaknye mcm dah maju suku tapak sudeyy..syahbas bettyh.hihik.daripada niat hati nk tulis simple, rendah diri, tak nak org baca la, nk peram moment sorang2 la..malu la..segan kt org tgk tulih tak pandai la,kot nnti ayt tak bagus lar.

so, today aku mcm kate suke hati ini la nk coretkan ape-ape, biar la tak ramai follower pun, at least terluang juga masa lapang aku dengn ber-blog..selama ni bnyak dig info dari blog org, n the most is that i blog my moments in my life for my future read.so, am still new in blogging n lots of thing will be sharing soon.

yang penting this my own blog n i'm bloggers!.../summersault!.lol

ye la,,kesian taw, dulu mak buta IT taw..lol.tgk blog org cantik nyer..dlm hati aku canggih nyer diorang pandai wat itu ini..tapi bile aku godek sendiri rupernyer cenggini mem-blog ni..haha..lol..dah trus sepanjang godekan aku, mcm2 new thing jumpa..oooo...gini..oooo camni...ooo camtuu...haha.

poyo tak ? lol

sorry la kalo entry ni sgt seperti backdated ..tapi hakikatnyer aku je yg tahu betapa aku baru tahu../summersault!

eik.biar la aku, at least aku kasi tahu ape yang aku baru tahu../summersault!

p/s : sorry for too many summersaultin' and lol...coz dem dun not wat to express outt..har har.wink..:p

marhabban ya ramadhan

Alhamdulillah.Ramadhan datang lagi.syukur Ya Allah diberi kesempatan yang penuh bermakna ini.Aku harap Ramadhan kali ini memberi seribu erti buat aku dan bersama suami dan anak yang tersayang.

Semalam sebak juga dada bila dengar orang berterawikh, buat jiwa aku melayang kat kampung halaman.oleh sebab situasi rumah skang depan surau, riuh lah suasana org parking depan rumah aku nk g terawikh. terasa la juga suasana tu walau aku tak bekesempatan nak g terawikh di surau pada tahun ni kan. Syaurah pun semlm awal tido before isyak dah lena, tapi bila dgr org terawikh dan tazkirah,kedip kedip mata.hihi.

teringt waktu before kawin dulu.tak ley lupe waktu kat buka puasa zaman blajar, g pasar ramadhan, buka puasa dlm mcm2 ragam. dan yang pastinya, setiap tahun berlainan sambutan.Alhamdulillah tahun ni kali kedua kau berpuasa bersama suami. pertama kali dengan anak tersayang dan tahun lepas aku preggy 4 month masa puasa..

Ramadhan datang setahun sekali. selain menambahkan amalan dan mempertingkatkan keimanan kepada yang maha Esa, keterujaan masing masing sudah pasti berbeza.ada yang mungkin teruja buat bisnes di bulan rezeki ni, ada yang sedang sebok menyudahkan baju tempahan, ada yang duk pikir utk persiapan hari raya dan macem-macem.. tapi sedang semu abahgia menyambut ramadhan, jangan lupa yang dalam kesempitan dan yang telah tiada. Sentiasa berdoa supaya diri kita dan seluruh umat islam yang berpuasa supaya dimurahkan rezeki dan sentiasa dibawah payung rahmat yang Esa.

Seperti tahun sudahh, Ramadhan kali ini disambut dnegan penuh kesederhanaan buat aku dan suami. Terima kasih abg, tolong gotong royong kemaskan dapur..hihi..dpt pahala taw tolong menolong..:p.Para ibu-ibu sudah pasti bulan ni la yang paling pening.(ibu??aku la tu).nak masak menu yang terbaik untuk keluarga waktu berbuka dan sahur. hhehe..jeng jeng,,aku lak mcm mana. Hurm thn ni rasernyer balik kejer singgah bazar ramadhan beli lauk major dan kueh.then, balik masak nasi dan goreng sayur fresh2.seperti biasa, memang tidak membazir amalan suami aku.so selamat lah, kalau tak sedey je campak kat mr tong sampah.

Hari ni baru hari pertama puasa.harap puan kelam kabut tak dtg pada aku dan segala kerja-kerja harian kat rumah aku dpt susun dengan rapi ..hehe.

Semoga segala ibadat diterima Allah dan segala amalan dpaat mendekatkan diri kami sekeluarga dengan A llah S.W.T, Semoga perjalanan sepanjang bulan yang penuh mulia dan berkat ini berjalan dengan penuh kesempurnaan dan 'in advance' juga semoga lebaran yang akan datang pada tahun ini adalah Aidilfitri yang bermakna buat kami...

ahlan wasahlan ya ramadhan...

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hye, kawan-kawan, saya kechikk, tak laraat nk posher lagi, shayer syangaat ngntokk, nak titoo..selamat berbuka..:)

-tata-

d e m a m

alhamdulillah ,Tuhan tengah uji kami.syaurah dah demam..kecian sgt..tapi demam lite2 je..tak reuk, memang aku tak expect pon.mula dengan batuk biasa je,lepas amik jab ari sabtu, ari ahad batuk mcm lagi kahak.then isnin bdn panas skit.bdn pun mcm susut skit da..aduhh..lemah jantung aku kalo bab- bab gini.tolong lah, Ya Allah kuatkan semangat aku, sembuhkanlah kesulitan dan jauhkan anak ku dari penyakit2 yang merbahaya.Amen Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Syaurah sayang, get well soon yea !ummi selalu doa k...

p/s: lepas ceramah ramadhan tghari nnti aku plan nk amik half day la.aduhh,.hati yang tenang sungguh sejak dr semlm, nk sentuh keyboard pun rase tak ada feel..apalagi nk sentuh kejer2.

eh, aku agak die demam nk boleh merangkak, kate org tua beralih bulan dan nk pandai sesuatu...(adeh, wani terima aje la ini la duugaan ade anak, sakit, demam pasti ade,nk kait jugak ngn kate org tua-tua tuu..) -mode tak ley terima-kuikui...lol

When Walid's turn 28 then Syaurah's turn 6.

Happy sweet birthday to my dear husband..

ya, he's 28.i mean sweet 28.lol. (owez remind me 2 say the 'sweet', ya la ya la).Happy birthday darling. Thank you for being the rainbow for us. n thank u for the eternity love that u share.May GOD bless all the way you are n your future understaking..

For this lovely day, i grab few special thought for him n a simple outing dinner at al abraj.. n tenkiu mak the kuah durian for bday person..haha

Happy sweet 6 month to my little cutie....

she's turn 6 . n feels like so fast the clock la.kan kan. now she can hold up the montot, no! not crawling fwd lagi, ngongek setempat dan reverse ke belakang..haha.nway it was positif development sayang n bday prezzie for walid i would say.Alhamdulillah.n this month, prepare for her 5th jab..she turn excited into her solid food..sudu lum sampai lagi,,mulut dah standby nganga..hihi..cumel la..hope evrything goes well in your every single devlpment process my dear choms..

ya ummi n walid this rocker walker are soo in..biggie thnks~~

-XOXO-

AUGUSTisme...

sekejap sahaja masa berlalu..tup tap dah bulan 8 untuk tahun 2010 ni..erm..lagi seminggu nak puasa and then left bout one month nearly festive season. Raya datang lagi ! yewwhoo.n of cos this coming raya will b so excited with our lil cementot....

n wen it nearly there am thinking of LOTS preparations to tick on. All this while la the moments to check out for raya cookies, new raya cloth la, the new matching scarf, the baju melayu..n yadhaa..yadhaa..lol

so, getting fasting month nex week make us feel lil excited. breaking fast with our liltle choms..hurm..mcm la syaurah tu puasa kan. haha.the most important is we hope this coming ramadhan we will be blessfull from Allah. Du'a for everything single good things done will be accepted. pray to Allah if myself not to tinggal puasa as am doing full month, during last my pregnancy year. memang la kan :p lol.

i accept that v hv to park xtra portion this year buying syaurah's raya cloth.. yo damn excited but in this current financial we both have to plan the pocket wisely..kalau dikutkan hati,,hancuss sudeyy sogo disebelah opis ni kukerjakan.ahaks :)

and ya people..today its already august, lots of things in my mind.ya i know it still early august but dun wait until the last jump in. adehh, mengalahkan ape je luahan hati aku kali ini. bukan ape, bila dah jadi golongan ibu ni, am always extract everythin which cum across ma mind to schedule it on time so that it won't be massive done later on.

p/s : the yellow kiko dress are the first baju raya for her..shoes, hair dressing, kurung, skirt, pyjamas is waiting in the list.or i mean the scary list..hahak.

happy comin excited month everybodiee.. :p

(look out the dot at forehead, syuuhh! mosquitos, dun bite me sum more, plishh )