Watch out my step !

"Assalamualaikum olss !.."

from the title i guess olss dah dpt teka ape.alhamdulillah, my adorable princess just step out her golden steps.ehem..bravo syaurah.mulanya nmpak agk takut nak melangkah, puaihh ummi ngn walid duk cakap ttaatihh.tak mau gak gerak2..but it happen dekat masjid besi kat putrajaya last week, on her 10 month and 2 weeks. masa tu kitorang attending a solemnization of my BIL side. sibuk sgt syaurah nk melalak kt org ramai, walid bawak syaurah kt tempat solat.kat situ ade karpet lembut, lepas je die bukan main lagi melangkah..terkejut kate walid, first steps dah go for 14 step,,tapi terhuyung hayang la..takpe syaurah lalok pun lalok la..ini pun ummi dah syukur.

so, all this while kt rumah asyik nk bangun n jalan aje, tapi mcm takut2 nk langkah banyak sbb rasenye die takut jatuh kt lantai rmh yg keras. tapi skang ni misi ummi nk gemukkan syaurah sikit,alahai boley ke, dah jalan lagih la die lasak nk capai itu ini..ai encik lemak yg baik hati, stay la dlm bdn anak saya lama sikit. sape2 kat luar sana ade pengalaman their kids yg slow weight gain,text me on how to solve it. stop breastfeeding, it was so nottt, other way around pls.bout her feeding time, syaurah got no problem. sian ummi yang kung kang, kung kang balik kerja kena masak bubur sbb budak kecikk ni reject instant cereal.uweekk pulak bila kasi nestum..hish,,pandai dia nk asapkan dapur ummi yg jarang berasap ni..

anyhow, we all bersyukur ke hadrat Allah atas kesihatan dan perkembangan yang baik setakat in kepada amanah yang satu ini. God, pls bless us..okie dokie, here sum of the picture for our glorious memory..

a proud walid

Too excited

"walk syaurah walk..!"

**A thousand miles begin with a first single step**

Semoga langkah pertama ini membawa erti yang paling bermakna dan membawa syaurah ke persimpangan dunia yang penuh dengan seribu rahmat dan kebaikan daripada Allah SWT..InsyAllah..

**daddaaa semua**

Walid's Princess

As a reward for our lovely princess dah pandai stand up alone, we both found the cute ride for her. As walid's passion was toward Mountain Bike/MTB n this gonna be the best starter gadget for her little princess. ummi diam je lew.. so, the bicyle are easy to handle n it come into fews function that we believe syaurah can use it wisely until 1year ++. The design also come with cute colour n a big bunny infront with sound effect button..it also have a long holder up for a guider use to drive/move the bicycle right n left. it can remove until she can cycle on her own feet. chumell !

here some photo's of 'toncet gurl' from my e5 lense.

Venue : Bicycle shop/Kajang

syaurah's new ride

p/s: syaurah into MTB?? Apekah? (ummi not yet decide taw !)

What about this..??

my dear princess is up to 9 months today.sekejap je rase. she was very active and sampai tak sempat lemak lemak nak melekat kat bdn terus tepu sbb sgt lasak.mmg super-super gurl smpai mencbr kesabaran ummi.. (wahh, statement ummi !)

alhamdulillah, on her 3rd week of 8 month years old, she can stand on her own feet but can't step out lagi.can't wait to see to first golden step..everyday, she keep doing standing-up and bending-down by her rounded eyes looking on her feet and knees. mungkin dlm hati, 'pelik nyer kaki saya ni boleh bengkok bengkok'..while her hand grabing and campak all the toys everywhere.

toys?? wonder y am stop buying her toys,coz my kitchen utensil become her toys.am no idea wut's mine to be her next toys.*&$%..dah nama gegurl kan. so, lepas ni agak-agak menjadi lah kalo ummi belikan mainan alatan dapur untuk syaurah..

She can do a lot of things nowadays. she can crawl so fastt n the fav places straight to our bathroom, pastu point out her tiny finger to be in. her gesture are always make me and mr. walid smile all the day.ummi n walid proud to have u sayang. She love to watch cartoon at playhouse disney and wil say 'hoh'hoh' with big grin smile when there's a song play in it. now she on her way to learn clapping hand and step out fwd.tapi gigi belum la muncul lagi,bilakah wahai en gigi gigi sekelian.ummi yang melebih tak sabar.kena gigit nnti baru terdiamm !

so, setiap hari dan minggu, there a few new things she can up to.excited pun ade tak sbr nk tunggu gelagat dn aksi sikecik tonet ni. pity, here some fews faces of walid n ummi victim's

so..what about this?..my first 'pokok kelapak'.

what about this?..the big hair clip

what about this?.. ummi's shawl...

what about this?...maher zain live in parkson..(testing !)

and lastly, ...wwhhatt about..
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my two eternity bodyguard...
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p/s: spot that there's a photostat machine on the last pic?ahaii anak walid kann.mcm walid la skit dah..tuff ke?

Bile super-mommy sudeyy exhausted~~

memang aku tidak nafikan.sejak beralih ke profession baru ni, aku dah tak mcm dulu slow, steady..lani, sungguh aku rase aku mcm lipas kudung kat rumah.nak menyelsaikan kerja kerja yang tertangguh dan kena buat persediaan untuk current.so, this week gonna be a really exhausted for me.aku kalo tidur kurang.terus menerus bdn akn kepenatan. dlm erti kata lain, tido lambat pun bdn aku akn penat.

boleh dlm lrt pantang ade seat kosong aku dah lelap sampai uzbezkistan.haha.kalo tak dpt tempat duduk tersengguk sengguk mcm burung pungguk sambil berdiri pun boley tido..toin toin.agknyer ape lar org len ckp, ank ramai kakak ni agknyer.mcm buruh kasar dah gaya leteh nyer,,hihi.

so, this week , mrs kelam kabut dtg bertimpa-timpa.oleh sebab beberapa kali stay up rmh my MIL je..jadi ke-berangkutan brg2 meletihkan aku..kuang kuang.sampai kat rumah, nk handle rumah lagi, syaurah lagi.plus skang die tak mo duduk sgt.pantang tgk kami melintas jln depan die, akn meraungraung mcm nk tinggal die pulak..eishh..phm la sgt die ni.

tunggu si kecik tu tido lena baru aku start enjin kemas ape yang patut.skang pantang si kecik tu dgr bunyi bunyian.terus terjaga.jadi aku sambil wat kejer, ibarat pijak semut tak mati,,slow je..arrange pinggan pun pelahan je..slow slow huh ! dpt lah rehat dn settle kerjer sejam dua..

ai cam tu la ade anak.baru sorang taw.belum 2 3 4 .dah kelam kabut,ibrat mandi pun tak basah skang dibuatnya. so terpaksalah melayan die sampai penat.ummi pun naik sheikh join main sekali joget ngn syaurah.ape ape jerk.asalkan tidak memudaratkan permandangan suddah..phewww~

ape -ape pon , aku juga selalu ingtkan diri aku supaya tidak mengeluh malah sentiasa kuatkan semangat jika terasa amt letih.kena pikir positif.jgn sampai inya memberikan kesan buruk pada diri sendiri.

p/s :n3 ni ditulis dlm mode penat lagi.tersengguk2 kat meja.cpt la mlm, nk tittoon awal ni..

Diary of 16th ramadhan

Today, muslims are o'd in day-16 of ramadhan.its half of mnth n we nearly celebrating raya very soon. Ramadhan are nearly say bye-bye to all of us.sob sob.sob

Alhamdullilah, am still standing peeps. am fasting + producing. i believe it was not easy for all mommies outthere.me also having lots of difficulties.

argh. panicc attack!.wut happen to me is that there's soft pain in da lower stomach and it feels windy throughout the day. as refering to my mum, it was a normal cause for bf mommies during ramdhan.am advised to top up lots of water (plain water + juice +milk) during sahur as to pretend my body to dehidrate before breaking fast @evening. plus the high nutritional food hv to take in a row evrydayy.

Pity syaurah, i dun think the milk is yummy than before. less it looks plain colour je.not so attrative but i'm sure it perfect n precious milk for her body laa..absolutely. myself also stress cos out-of- session pumping me at office. pls pls pls..dun go away milk.i really need u to protect my precious one !

wut eva it is, am always pray to Allah for me full strength gone thru this everyday till raya. thnk GOD. i hope can bf syaurah as long as i can and if Allah wills..insyaAllah. No matter what happen after this, i will accept of every single oz of formula milk into her. em..(no sob sob)

em em em.stop of sob sob things. syaurah are more active than before la. She now can move on to all over the place and cried out loud want people to hold her around.hish..she turn different than before. n i believe n syukur its sign of the brilliant brain to develop.

hihi. pity walid.he was the person dat she will always shout to , even wanna up to washroom pun syaurah still cried out loud in both hand up wanna go wif.hihi..lala(me laugh). even while in walker, she will rengek to us for picking her up and wanna go jalan-jalan.ishk ishk

now she can shout the word mmmaa,baa baa, paa paa..

and most funny things she will say 'aaa ahh bahh' evrytime while azan @ surau near our house.haha..so cutee.she manage trying to copycat and deliver of what she heard.em..that's my gurll..!

n she's up to grab all wuteva things around her. the plug charger, carpet, tv remote.huh. and need to be careful of not putting any small tiny things on the floor.otherwise she will put it in her mouth.

of that, i googled n grab a munchkin food feeder for her to chew sumthin in mouth while v both breaking fast. if that, she will rocking her body to grasp all the dishes n pinggan mangkuk. haiyaa..~

n syaurah, dun notty notty yewk..u have to learn to 'kasik chhann' sket to ummi n walid yea...

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okies.enuff that.heppy ramadhann olss!

Too Many Things n Too Little Time..

There too many thing which in my mind..

lots of plan, idea, schedule in ma mind..

sort of thing which is not prefectly DONE..

TIME as goes by..urghh..how time flies..

I do have lots of things and better plan for my lil syaurah

n yepp people, she;s turn to 6 month nex month dah..kejap je

erm..as recently, me concentrating on browsing all the solid food article.

n yes found the best way, best ingredient n haha the bad part is how consistent ummi can full swing everyday preparing the meal (4 first timer like me la)

n finally i'd took the easiest way people.

myself tots was always negative before dis.

kul brape nk bangun la, time to prepare the porridge la.n yadda yadda..

hah, kalo nk pikir kan mmg stuck in migrain

of cos nak bagi the best food to boost their energy to develop their muscle n body..that was very important n yet a first priority.

so, every sunday i will prepare the porridge for 5 days for syaurah @nanny house

freeze it n panaskan then ready to eat.

kalau boleh sgt nk kurangkan the segera meals as it contain not good ingredients for baby.

me hope sesangat tahap kerajinan dan excited to explore the best food for my mammoth..

preparing the solid food is the best n fun for meh.if only us their parents they only have to do it kan~~

oh, im supa proud of mommy bloggers outthere.

im browsing all their blog to dig info

some they had their own son/dotter development progress which i can follow thru

im busy followwing wut they hd planned for their children n they kindly share the tots, experience in their precious blog..its really help n fun !

tak de la ternga-nga baca artikel omputih then tak tahu nk apply to~

so, finally, im conclude dat it depend to their parents to schedule the best plan for their precious kids. and yes too much to do but feels like too little time to apply with kan.i agree

but imagine if you r a single working mother to a 5 schools children.erm..mmg tak tertanggung la kan.the schools, belanja rumah, n so on. but they can survive and success in their career lagih.so, nothing impossible. n ma story, me n husband are working and the only one precious i had. It should be the best bestier n besters (HAHA) plan and schedule for SYAURAH,..InsyaAllah..syukur, thank you Allah for the bless of my entire family.

Our goldens kids, they only have US to put their life, strength and trust.

p/s: im too emotional n it does not mean im the emotional mommy eva~~sigh

heart u

xoxo

Syaurah @3month

Syaurah is already 3 month.it was a double happiness of me and husband..hurm..our lovely gurl. ya la, being a parents is a great moments for the first timer like us. Every second,hour and day is a learning process for me as a mommy. So many things to explore, so many things to do, so many things to try on BUT its too little time to spend on...ngee..

One excited things is so many changes happen to our lovely cutie. and it gone so fast. Syaurah had turn a big baby gurl now. As @ 3 month she already put on bout 5.4kg and last week had her 3rd immunisation.I would say she's a strong good gurl, she din even cry ..hhehe..cian diaa!! Im the one plak over in the negative feelin'.nak cucuk anak lutut aku yang terketar2..worried if her body got fever as response to the immunisation. i can't sleep all over the nite thinkin if her body temprature go high..

n Luckily she was in the pink of health. Alhamdulillah, berkat susu ummi...

Syaurah @3mth :

• laughing and smiling (big smile)..
• love when we talked and laugh at her n can even shouting out (esp wit walid);
• cry when she wanna her precious milk jer n wanna ummi n walid hold n hug her;
• lying on her playgym and gazing the toys a try to grab the girrafe a bit;
• love the words grrrrr..garglee dgn air luir;
• sucking her lil finger and hand pastu kadang2 uweeekkk..terover jolok;
• she din not cranky, soft jer ank ummi ni...
• milk time....dah byk minum susu..nak melekat jer..
• love tell her story and sing her a song..then started her googaaaguuu-ing..
• can hold his head up bile letak niarap..pandaiii

My little syaurah, its a proud and joy moments seeing u enjoyed the different ways through every stage in your develpment.

hope u keep on discover your abilities each step of the way ya sayang... we love u to bitss..!!

p/s : oh, im bought a cute head bend for her and walid grab a cute pink oshkosh hat..so cute..love u at 3 month.can't wait u for 4 month next n of cos every month gonna be a lerrveee one, i promise.

it's a triple happiness to be exact! urmms.. :)

Pengasuh@BabySitter

Seawalnya, memang ape terlintas difikiran kami waktu membuat keputusan kat mana nak hantar syaurah bila dah nk keje nanti adalah utk hantar ke rumah pengasuh. So, alhamdulillah ada la yang bagi nombor telefon utk kami call booked. Masa tu aku belum bersalin lagi. Kata jiran aku, kat sini mmg kena booked awal, walau tak beranak lagik...

so leni, alhamdulillah semua dah settle, aku balik KL awal utk settle kan pasal ni, dah bawak ma dan suami pergi rumah kakak tu.,, dari first impression, aku bagi markah hampir penuh, rumah die bersih, raut wajah kakak tu pun ada kasih sayang dan selalu jaga baby. yang paling aku rase lega, for baby die hanya nak sorang je..so, aku harap dpt bagi perhatian pnuh pada syaurah.

Mak aku yang particular banyak la tanya soalan kat kakak tu, suami keje ape, brapa org lagi budak jaga, suami balik kui bape, asal mana...sah kata mak aku, aku pun ligat pikir ape lagik soalan nk soal kakak ni..bkn hape pon,sebagai perkenalan, anyway kakak tu respons baik pada kami..

Today hari kelima syaurah kat rumah pengasuh, so start la hidup aku hantar dan ambik syaurah tiap2 hari bekerja..Mula-mula mmg rasa payah dan mcm risau boley ke aku nie.ye la nak bangun pagi2, kemas itu ini, kejer rumah lagik, rehat aku lagik..ape aku buat, aku selalu bisikkan pada diri aku supaya kuatkan semangat untuk teruskan kehidupan dan selalu fikir semua ini dtg drp Allah..

Setakat ni syaurah aku nmpak okay kat sana.pastu dia pun balik jumpa aku ptg tu senyum jerk..kata org baby ni senyumm tu tandanya cukup mkn, cukup tido..so aku lega..dalam minggu ni aku perasan sikit perubahan pada diri syaurah, die akan respon baik bila orang agah die sampai mcm nk jerit dan kalo keadaan rumah panas mmg die tak akan lena tido dan sekali lagi menjerit.ape aku tak jerit2 masa ngandungkan die hokayy.. semlm die menjerit dlm playpen, aku ingt ape la, terus lari, cek2 badan die dah peluh, dan dicelah2 lipatan kaki dan betis die berair..hadoii anak ummi..berpeloh sakan..Mungkin dah tiba masanya untuk aku tukar baju2 eyelets utk die pakai kat rumah sbb leni sgt panas. aku sendiri pun berkipas sana sini..panass..namun sayangnyer, baju tido eyelets utk orang dewasa tak ada dipasaran.hehahaha

So, today mungkin boley kata misi hantar syaurah kat rumah pengasuh untuk minggu pertama telah berjaya dengan jayanya..(ade ke ayat gitu)..namun, bahang-bahang kerisauan masih lagi ade dlm diri aku..anak sendiri mana tak nyerr kan..hujung minggu ni nk settle ape yang patut supaya hari-hariku yang bakal datang next week tak sekelam kabut minggu yang sudah (tapi aku raser minggu ni aku excellent jugak, cuma sekali je suh suami jemur baju..)

p/s: baju eyelets adalah refer kepada baju lubang-lubang jarang yang menggalakkan masuk kuar angin supaya badan tak berpeluh...by the way, aku suker trademark suami aku agah anak dara die..bunyi dia "heyyeyeyeye"...terus tersengih budak kecikk tu..hurm..dalam hati aku kata aku bahagia.. alhamdulillahhh..

The F.I.R.S.T

Finally, i'm created my own blog.Selalu duk browse orang punya jerk.. Even during the 9 miracle preggy month, i always wanna have my own blog to pen off everything in my life. But,owez thinking dat i'm not persistent enough to update my blog. Well today i created my own one.

My-adorablemoment..This blog is specially dedicated to my lovely husband and my cutie Syaurah..i'm here love both of u with all my body n soul..Every single moments being with u is so adorable n valuable to me that i wanna keep in this blog..

To my lovely daughter, Ummi n Walid loves u so much cutie syaurah..

Semoga setiap masa dan waktu dalam perjalanan hidup kami sentiasa diberkati Ilahi...

Let us pray!!