being a working mommy not just easy as abc..but the worth things was seeing the lil face when homed. mcm hilang terus penat nye.. n recently, syaurah goin thru lots of development. alhamdulillah.syukur Ya Allah..she is catching up to show her own gesture. but still dalam fikiran is this the right way me and mr walid boosting her for her bright future. emm..dah la jauh dari parents, i would say i tried to giv my full strengh to put my heart n soul on her. deep inside my heart still had a glimpsed afraid that am not doing of the other moms doing for their children. n last month, i qualified maself done for her first year. then should prepare for the next year for her to explore bout herself. and walid was the one who non stop supporting me up.
however, anak adalah satu anugerah yang tak ternilai dari Yang Maha Esa. the first day am kissing my daughter n that was day i'm telling myself to be more focus in life. sometimes there's a mix feeling struggle tellin is im a GOOD enough to my only children and dearest husband?
eihh,dah dah.LOL kecoh kan! no, its not, it was wut i feel lately. maybe terlalu ikutkan perasaan kut, penat and so on. i bet so is all the mommies would feel the same too~ well actually im super super fine la people.LOL..the absolute thought to God make me feel so small on this world. i think this is a usual feeling.human never eva satisfied of what they got. i knoe im doin the good job as a wife and mother to both of my soul. n the word and thought evryday wil make me strong.thnks walid.~wink. as parent, it was a never-ending for us to think bout our children. me myself was already excited thinking bout syaurah wen she grown up soon. schools, her gadgets, fashioned up, islamic knowledge, extra skill, hobby, sports..and etc.
move on bout lil syaurah update..i din catch her first word. i think its 'ma ma' n 'eemm ma' .. but she always say 'nak nak' with finger pointing when see something of food. plastik makanan ke, tupperware ke, the microwave sound, rak roti kt kedai..haha..tahu tahu je. bila ckp 'shari..' she will reply back '..pah'...n if 'syauu...' just a second she say '..rahhh'...haha funny LOL. tu semua dapat kt rmh pengasuh. boleh la skit skit dr tak leh ckp kan.body parts just so so.only can show us 'mata, kaki, dan perot' je...n she call walid 'ayah' instead of papa or jauh sekali walid..hihi.n surprise for ummi she called me 'eddahh'..LOL..aida ni budak kecik ank jiran kt rmh pengasuh tu. everyday she will screamed 'eddahh' bila aida balik dari sekolah. n the same screamed wen am fetch her up.hahhaa...bila la time for ummi n walid. we knoe its hard n takes time to pronounce it well.ala takpe la.ummi tak kesah pn syaurah, as long as she still recognize her parent kan..kukukukui.. a few word was sound clear la, 'duck, cat, goat, a, b, ba, ta, na' while with her flash card and vcd.-~~ enuff bout syaurah's little tongue..:P
urgh, dah dah.tekan publish post je lew..but before that, as usual my loyal picture...tata
this smile bring me to always smile everyday.
note for u : 'syaurah pls dun get me wrong of this entry ya.this is just my two cents feeling towards drawing your future'.apart, am thnkful to hav u princess!'
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