List for Syaurah

Short list for my lovely pumpkin..

(http://www.littlewhiz.com/cat_playing.cfm)

1 : Bumbo Baby Sitter

Aku dah lama usha benda nih..sgt cute dan adorable sgt..em.utk syaurah bila die dah 5 bulan ke ats kot..cute kan....http://www.littlewhiz.com/pd_bumbo.cfm..

2. Playhouse tent @ princess house

In house tent ni walid yang teringin sgt..so, ari tu pnah jumpa yg tunnel tent , tapi aku pujuk tak yah beli lagi sbb syaurah masih kecik la abg..kang tak pasal2 walid tido kat dlm tu plak..so, tgk2 dulu, nnti masa yg seswai g beli..rupenyer mcm2 jenis tent ade ek..cumell..http://www.littlewhiz.com/cat_playgrounds.cfm

p/s : hurmss..list ke-seterusnya akan menyusul..walid,,sorryy..!

Memory@Sejarah@History

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tadi tengah godek2 album dlm PC aku ni.tetiba terpandang gambar2 lama bersama husband..so, terpanggil plak nak memorite(boley ke gitu,gabungan write dan memory..haha) macam mana leh jumpa husband aku nih..

nak dijadikan cerita, dia adalah senior aku masa zaman study dulu..masa tu aku banyak lar involve aktiviti2 kolej dan aku aktif jadi fasilitator utk budak2 baru masuk.dan kat situ la jumpa dia..die pon turut sekali jadi fasi time tu..erm..aku mmg tak perasan die n die lagih lar siap kutuk aku..masa tu aku dilantik jadi ketua bagi fasi wanita, die ckp masa tu dlm hati dia..eishh,,boleh ke budak nii jadi ketua ni, mcm lembik jer,,muka pun lempoii jer,masa tu aku demam tau,tak sihat,mana tak lempoiii,,erkkk ! kemudian bermula kenal2 kat situ, die suker tanyer soklan masa session during the orientation week.dlm hati aku juga eishh..banyak nyer soalan dia nih,,erm,org yg byk tnya ni lar suami aku skang..so, 17.09.2003 tarikh kami kononnyer berkapel lar kan..ehehehk,,rase segan plak pada blog nih..bercerita,,tringt kisah dn kelakuan dulu mcm bercinta monyet kan..eii.den goliii...hahhaa..

those old days memang dipikirkan rase melampau la pulak aku nih.biasala kan, bercinta cintun ni mcm2 peel, bergaduh, berbaik, merajuk,suka, duka dan mcm2 lagi.dan akhirnya kami sama2 grad dan cari kejer..so, lepas graduation day, die plan nak bertunang. sungguh mak aku dan family members mcm terkejut juugak tapi biarlah sbb niat baik.time tu aku kejer kat KL kat standard charted bank.(xbest keje tu) dan die plak masih mengangur lagi. 1 thn lebih kami tunang da tiba masa nak disatukan tahun 2009. erm gitu la kesahnyer.so, im married wen im 25, and he 26..

:: gambar waktu raya thn 2008. lepas open house g open table plak kat Johnny ::

:: waktu dlm bas nak gi uniten bangi, ade kursus ape ntah, thn bile, aku pon da luper...muke sememeh ::

:: waktu ade talk tok det kat uniten bangi, hahha..uniform blajar la tu.. ::

:: bertunang,10.11.2007. agak kurang balance,,hahaha ::

aii,nk di memorite zaman dulu2 memang kena buat buku mcm ni.memory tinggal memory kan! semoga zaman lampau memberi seribu kenangan yang tak pernah lupa dlm hati kami.walaubagaimanapun, terima kasih kepada sang PENCIPTA.Segalanya yang ada sehingga hari ini adalah ketentuan DARIMU..Alhamdulillah..

Doa Seorang Isteri

Doa seorang isteri

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…..

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim

Kau ampunilah dosa ku yang telah ku buat

Kau limpahkanlah aku dengan kesabaran yang tiada terbatas

Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan mental dan fizikal

Kau kurniakanlah aku dengan sifat keredhaan

Kau peliharalah lidahku dari kata-kata nista

Kau kuatkanlah semangatku menempuhi segala cabaranMu

Kau berikanlah aku sifat kasih sesama insan

Ya Allah

Sekiranya suami ku ini adalah pilihan Mu di Arash

Berilah aku kekuatan dan keyakinan untuk terus bersamanya

Sekiranya suami ku ini adalah suami yang akan membimbing tanganku dititianMu

Kurniakanlah aku sifat kasih dan redha atas segala perbuatannya

Sekiranya suami ku ini adalah bidadara untuk ku di Jannah Mu

Limpahkanlah aku dengan sifat tunduk dan tawaduk akan segala perintahnya

Sekiranya suami ku ini adalah yang terbaik untukku di DuniaMu

Peliharalah tingkah laku serta kata-kataku dari menyakiti perasaannya

Sekiranya………..

suami ku ini jodoh yang dirahmati oleh Mu?

Berilah aku kesabaran untuk menghadapi segala kerenah dan ragamnya

Tetapi Ya Allah…………

Sekiranya suami ku ini ditakdirkan bukan untuk diriku seorang

Kau tunjukkanlan aku jalan yang terbaik untuk aku harungi segala dugaan Mu

Sekiranya suami ku tergoda dengan keindahan dunia Mu..

Limpahkanlah aku kesabaran untuk terus membimbingnya..

Sekiranya suami ku tunduk terhadap nafsu yang melalaikan..

Kurniakanlah aku kekuatan Mu untuk aku memperbetulkan keadaanya

Sekiranya suami ku menyintai kesesatan

Kau pandulah aku untuk menarik dirinya

keluar dari terus terlena

Ya Allah..

Kau yang Maha Megetahui apa yang terbaik untukku

Kau juga yang Maha Mengampuni segala kesilapan dan ketelanjuranku

Sekiranya aku tersilap membuat keputusan..

Bimbinglah aku ke jalan yang Engkau redhai

Sekiranya aku lalai dalam tanggungjawabku sebagai isteri..

Kau hukumlah aku didunia tetapi bukan diakhirat Mu

Sekiranya aku engkar dan derhaka Berikanlah aku petunjuk kearah rahmat Mu

Ya Allah sesungguhnya.. Aku lemah tanpa petunjukMu..

Aku buta tanpa bimbinganMu..

Aku cacat tanpa hidayahMu..

Aku hina tanpa RahmatMu..

Ya Allah

Kuatkan hati dan semangatku

Tabahkan aku menghadapi segala cubaanMu

Jadikanlah aku isteri yang disenangi suami

Bukakanlah hatiku untuk menghayati agamaMu

Bimbinglah aku menjadi isteri Soleha

Hanya padaMu Ya Allah ku pohon segala harapan

Kerana aku pasrah dengan dugaanMu

Kerana aku sedar hinanya aku

Kerana aku insan lemah yang kerap keliru

Kerana aku leka dengan keindahan duniamu

Kerana kurang kesabaran ku menghadapi cabaranMu

Kerana pendek akal ku mengharungi ujianMu

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...

Aku hanya ingin menjadi isteri yang dirahmati

Isteri yang dikasihi

Isteri yang soleha

Isteri yang sentiasa dihati

Amin, amin Ya Rabbal Allamin..

double triple meaning

"Promises is like a baby : easy to make, hard to deliver "

erm.. cool kan quote nie..banyak meaning tersirat..think of it...

Syaurah @3month

Syaurah is already 3 month.it was a double happiness of me and husband..hurm..our lovely gurl. ya la, being a parents is a great moments for the first timer like us. Every second,hour and day is a learning process for me as a mommy. So many things to explore, so many things to do, so many things to try on BUT its too little time to spend on...ngee..

One excited things is so many changes happen to our lovely cutie. and it gone so fast. Syaurah had turn a big baby gurl now. As @ 3 month she already put on bout 5.4kg and last week had her 3rd immunisation.I would say she's a strong good gurl, she din even cry ..hhehe..cian diaa!! Im the one plak over in the negative feelin'.nak cucuk anak lutut aku yang terketar2..worried if her body got fever as response to the immunisation. i can't sleep all over the nite thinkin if her body temprature go high..

n Luckily she was in the pink of health. Alhamdulillah, berkat susu ummi...

Syaurah @3mth :

• laughing and smiling (big smile)..
• love when we talked and laugh at her n can even shouting out (esp wit walid);
• cry when she wanna her precious milk jer n wanna ummi n walid hold n hug her;
• lying on her playgym and gazing the toys a try to grab the girrafe a bit;
• love the words grrrrr..garglee dgn air luir;
• sucking her lil finger and hand pastu kadang2 uweeekkk..terover jolok;
• she din not cranky, soft jer ank ummi ni...
• milk time....dah byk minum susu..nak melekat jer..
• love tell her story and sing her a song..then started her googaaaguuu-ing..
• can hold his head up bile letak niarap..pandaiii

My little syaurah, its a proud and joy moments seeing u enjoyed the different ways through every stage in your develpment.

hope u keep on discover your abilities each step of the way ya sayang... we love u to bitss..!!

p/s : oh, im bought a cute head bend for her and walid grab a cute pink oshkosh hat..so cute..love u at 3 month.can't wait u for 4 month next n of cos every month gonna be a lerrveee one, i promise.

it's a triple happiness to be exact! urmms.. :)

Isteri

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GINCU yang paling indah bagi isteri ialah SENYUMANNYA yang MANIS menghiasi bibir. Celak yang paling indah menghiasi sepasang matanya ialah pandangan yang MESRA dan LEMBUT. PAKAIAN paling cantik yang dipakainya ialah KELEMBUTAN dan KEHALUSANNYA. Dan WEWANGIAN paling harum yang dikenakanya ialah KEBERSIHANNYA.

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p/s : moral of the day :

• tak yah pakai lipstick tebal benorr;yang penting senyum sokmo dengan ikhlas pada sang suami;
• tak yah bercelak mcm mata hantu ;yang penting pandangan yang lembut dan layanan yang mesra pada sang suami;
• tak yah pakai baju cekci mekci;yang penting totop orat bile kuar rmh;
• tak yah pakai minyak wangi mahal;yang penting badan bersih selalu baru ada natural perfume;dan lastly
• jadilah seorang isteri yang solehah dengan hati yang paling ikhlas...its your tickets to heaven..insyAllah...

The experience..

...Story of 03 February 2010...

Maybe this experience is too expired to story about but not eva expired for me..rewind 3 month back ya.. Actually, giving birth is the most momentous part of pregnancy plus the nine miracle month which involves lots emotional part, energizing and hardwork and yet bersabar..lots of dugaan.. Sebagai seorang wanita, mungkin ini dah lengkap satu pusingan, berkahwin, dan melahirkan anak zuriat sendiri..its whether the person choose for natural childbirth or an epidural,pittodin (betul ke eja ni) i would say giving birth would be one of the best experiences in my life. Sungguh aku dan suami sangat teruja dengan kelahiran pertama kami ini..Subhanallah. it is for sure very painful, but it's the kind of pain that brought u with joy and it is wonderful moments. Saat yang tak dapat nak dicerita semula kepada orang lain.

i have to say giving birth to Syaurah is a part of joy in whole life with my husband. The nine miracle month giving us a great joy when she's inside my tummy. I do not have any such a serious morning sickness throughout the pregnant. alhamdulillah..cuma pada awal trimester je rasa muntah dan badan amat letey,i guess that was a normal term showed that u r carry the little one inside.

Seronok mengandung?? eh ada org tanyer gitu lak,kawan2 aku lagik la mcm tak percaya aku mengandung..hih.yepp people, im pregnant in the second month when i get married..cepatt tauu trus lekat.There's one fine day we planned to have a weekend gateway at Malacca n decide to enjoy the splash waterpark at a-famosa waterworld. That was my 10 days lewat period dah masa tu.tapi aku redah je naik segala terjun malah pelbagai kuak lentang kami kat sana.hahahak..As get back, there positive sign in test kit.terus mengalir airmata aku, teruja, tak percaya yang aku dah mengandung..tapi eh, okay ke baby kat dalam, aku dah main-main air terjun sana sini tadi,truss zapp aku sgt la takutt..risau sampai kami pakat nak rahsiakan kami p mandi2 nuhhh..syhhh.tau dek org tua nanti marahh!!

Then, the journey of my motherhood had begin.Truly, the first trimester is really tired, cum to second tri i feel more comfortable plus the bump had put on. the moment dat she squezzing and summersaultin inside.. i feel it. The third tri gave me lots of tiredness as the bumper n my body part was gettin bigger. Its hard for to perform solah n to walk up, wake up, sit down. but im so much syukur cos i din have any serious back pain as others do.

Sadness,in my 37 weeks pregnant i got serious rashes in my skin n it spread all over to my thigh, hand, leg..setiap mlm asyik garuuukk je,,krukkk,krukkk..(that's it the sound ok.hehe).Pasal makan pelik pulak2,,oh no tak ada mengidam yang pelik2.cuma aku lebey suka yogurt dan pembelian yogurt secara borong adalah di Mydin pada ketika itu sbb the price is much more cheaper then the other place..so, mydin gedung pilihankuu...yahaaa..

bump's picture.look at me at hospital.im gain almost 20 kilos tauuu !!

The moment of childbirth begin when i had my weekly cek-up at gov clinic. There's a protein ++ (i oso dun no wut is that) in my urine. The normal symptoms is i will get the high blood pressure n ecklampsia (kekejangan masa mengandung). Until one night my blood pressure is 140/80 which is normal pressure but not a normal for 36 wekk ++ preggy mom.so, both of us kind a shock n i'd been asked to refered to Putrajaya Hospital as for them to monitored closely.

Then , tht nite i was in warded, that was my first time being in the ward lonelyyy..wad tu mcm tak la mengerikan sgt but no one had sitting in the other bed larr...so, that nite i just pray for me n my baby a safety and recite yasin to calm down..so boley lar terlelap sekejap then ada kakak sebelah tu dah balik dari labor room wit her newborn baby..die da selamat bersalin da,,

then my feelin was like,,,aku bilaaa?

The next day, doctor had planned to induce where the tiny had already 38 weeks mature inside. i owez pray for safety me n baby and zikrullah all the time..the moment start when the first induced had failed n they planned for second one to the nex morning. at bout 6 am i woke up and there's a leakage in my water bag.ohhh,,its a water my dear fren, say my room mate...n she was help me out to press the red button n the nurse r cumin direct to me n split second google inside.urghh..they are panic if the umbiligal cord had run out with the water.then bout 7 am, dialated bout 3 cm n im was send to the labor room as i meet my hubbby there...abg,takutt...tu je aku tahu..wani jgn panik tau..we will see our baby soon, its todayy.. he said.

The doctor considered im in 10 hour labor pain. The baby cum out at 10.06 pm..its at night tauuu..wut a long time sgtt..the doctor and nurses are really warm n help me outt..but of cos to my dear husband, he's the one beside me all the day longg..thnk you againn!. Alhamdulillah syaurah keluar secara normal wit epi-d dengan sihat, uri sihat, die sihat berat 2.75kg. aku punyer lar berdebar, the medical officer said before entered labor room my baby is big.expected 3.7kg..my god.. Syukur Ya Tuhan, mungkin witout the epi-d, i dun think i can go on wit the pain in 10 hours..its painfull peoplee!! Thanks sayang, u done it, she so cute..my husband keep whispering on me bofere perform iqamah for her daughter.

Just freshly from oven !! assalamualaikum everybodyy..call me syaurah ye !!

its a bless from Allah n throughout the whole family members.both my parents, my in laws family, siblings,,thnks for the doa's..there's a miracle in front of me by that time.she was cute sucking milk from my b until fall asleep..oh my daughter..i love u lots..its hard for me to live without u regards in the few moment that im goin thru juz now.

and the next day, i was discharged n syukur alhamdulillah evrything was run out smoothly ..

...the journey had just begin...walid +ummi + syaurah...

Hope GOD bless it all..